Restless

Restless
Saturday, August 16, 2008
11:44:29 PM

Just finish watching the greatest love story movie of all time. “CASABLANCA”. My passion for romantic stories just started a year ago, when I started writing my own great love story.

I’m in a journey now, in the middle of the journey. The stakes are higher, the pressures are greater. I am working. Working a job that maybe I like. I know this is not what I want, I want more but for now, I would just settle with my life.

This new chapter of my life has been pretty exhausting yet a very joyful experience. Every single day, you will see and mingle with different people. I meet young, talented and intelligent people who are just trying to carve their ways to their own journeys in life.

Being a teacher is a very noble profession, teaching young people and inspiring them to strive harder because in the end, success is waiting for them. I have been teaching for two months, some said that I’m a poor teacher. I know I am, yet I know myself more than anyone else. I know there is still a large room for improvement.

Experience is still the best teacher. Every single class I have is a learning experience for me. Every single time I see my students trying very hard and struggling to get a higher grade, I’m really happy deep inside. Not because they are having difficulty, but because I know that they are giving it all. They are really sweating it out, and in every difficulty not just their grades or scores improve but the most important is they are improving their own selves.

I know the future is unknown, for me and even for each and everyone of us. But right now, I’m restless; wasting my time sleeping and doing nothing will surely hurt me. I want to be very busy every single moment, never be idle. I want to know my limitations; I want to know my boundaries. When do I stop and give up? Never!!! Not for me, not for you.


Life is beautiful indeed.