Thursday, November 26, 2009
As the title implies, I miss this moment… Building sentences, formulating grammars and having the problem of what to write.
What would I write, well let me start, I’ve been in the wildest rollercoaster of my life this past few months. This whole month was really an unthinkable shift of the tectonic plates of my foundation; I can’t believe I would survive this. Really…
First is my job, yes it’s true. I’m not teaching now, should I say I decided to stop teaching. Well, there were different reasons why I stopped teachings. Maybe some of you who know me would say that it is because of the chaotic environment of my institution, other would speculate that I will choose other schools that offer a greener pastures and some would really think up of morbid scenarios on you naughty minds.
But in reality those reasons partly help in reaching to my decision to leave the institution that had been a part of me for 7 years. Partly, but I will tell you the main reason of why I stopped; yes stop not quit, teaching. My real plan was to serve AMA for 2 years and then work in a programming company, but one normal day, I had this chance. Once in a lifetime chance to become somebody who I was once been dreaming of. With this opportunity, I didn’t let the chance slipped off my hands. I grabbed it and tried very hard to become very good at it.
Right now, I’m working as a web developer creating websites for foreign companies and I’m really enjoying my job. I’m learning. I can’t really believe that this past few weeks I’ve accumulated a certain amount of knowledge that could last a year. Exag?? Think about it..
2009-11-27
The Sunrise
November 7,2009
What is the difference of the sunrise today compared to the previous days of the sun rising?
It’s the first time in my entire life that I’ve looked the rise of the sun with a different view. I was self meditating and lecturing myself about life while I was jogging in the new government center when it hits me. The feeling of elation that suddenly rushes down in my conscious being was really amazing that when I look at the sun, I thought I saw the infamous light at the end of the tunnel.
At that moment I looked life in a different way. I now appreciate life, seems so easy to say but way to difficult to comprehend and to do too. I now notice I’m living a great life. Working in a job I dreamed of, loving the job and getting paid for a work that I love to do and most especially loving the woman I loved the most.
Those are blessings, graces and I can’t believe I’ve never seen it before. I really can’t ask for more. It really pays off when you will allow yourself to look at yourself in a general perspective. Self-meditate really has been a big part of my life during doubtful times, it allows me to understand the problems, create solutions and even expand my mind to make those problems into challenges that I need to overcome.
So for now, I just need to focus on my job, because after all I love programming. Give all my best, focus concentrate and be the best in the field that I chose. I must have the confidence and the desire to truly learn. Extend my base knowledge.
There is hope. There is a future that awaits me.
Life is so great and amazing that I want to live it.
Live your life.
What is the difference of the sunrise today compared to the previous days of the sun rising?
It’s the first time in my entire life that I’ve looked the rise of the sun with a different view. I was self meditating and lecturing myself about life while I was jogging in the new government center when it hits me. The feeling of elation that suddenly rushes down in my conscious being was really amazing that when I look at the sun, I thought I saw the infamous light at the end of the tunnel.
At that moment I looked life in a different way. I now appreciate life, seems so easy to say but way to difficult to comprehend and to do too. I now notice I’m living a great life. Working in a job I dreamed of, loving the job and getting paid for a work that I love to do and most especially loving the woman I loved the most.
Those are blessings, graces and I can’t believe I’ve never seen it before. I really can’t ask for more. It really pays off when you will allow yourself to look at yourself in a general perspective. Self-meditate really has been a big part of my life during doubtful times, it allows me to understand the problems, create solutions and even expand my mind to make those problems into challenges that I need to overcome.
So for now, I just need to focus on my job, because after all I love programming. Give all my best, focus concentrate and be the best in the field that I chose. I must have the confidence and the desire to truly learn. Extend my base knowledge.
There is hope. There is a future that awaits me.
Life is so great and amazing that I want to live it.
Live your life.
2009-11-11
Bo Sanchez.. Loving the Perfection of Your Imperfection
Let me end with one of my favorite stories.
One day, a wife came to her husband with a magazine in her hand, “Darling, this article is wonderful. It describes a little activity that we can both do to improve our marriage. Can we do it together?”
“Sure,” her husband said.
“It says here that for one day, each of us will separately write a list of what areas we want the other to change. Little annoyances, little irritations, etc. And then tomorrow, we share this list to each other. Deal?”
“Deal!” the husband smiled.
That day, the man sat on the living room with paper and hand. The wife went to the bedroom and did the same thing.
The next day, over breakfast, the wife said, “Game? Can I start first?”
“Yes,” the husband said.
The wife pulled out three pages. Single spaced. Font 8. It was a long list. She began to read her list. “Darling, I don’t like it when you do this…” On and on, she read the little ways her husbands annoyed her.
The man felt a sting in his heart. The wife noticed this and asked, “Do you want me to continue?”
“I can handle it. Go on,” the man said.
So the wife continued to read.
Finally, the woman said, “Okay, it’s your turn.”
The husband pulled out his piece of paper and said, “Yesterday, I asked the question what are the changes I want in you. But hard as I tried to think, I couldn’t think of one thing.” He then showed to her the empty piece of paper in his hand. “Because to me, you’re perfect in your imperfections. I’ve accepted who you are—strengths and weaknesses. And I love the whole package. I love the mix. You are a wonderful person and I love you so much.”
The wife began to sob, rolled up her three pages in her hand, and beat her husband on the head, “Bwiset ka!” And hugged him tight for a very long time.
May your dreams come true,
Bo Sanchez
One day, a wife came to her husband with a magazine in her hand, “Darling, this article is wonderful. It describes a little activity that we can both do to improve our marriage. Can we do it together?”
“Sure,” her husband said.
“It says here that for one day, each of us will separately write a list of what areas we want the other to change. Little annoyances, little irritations, etc. And then tomorrow, we share this list to each other. Deal?”
“Deal!” the husband smiled.
That day, the man sat on the living room with paper and hand. The wife went to the bedroom and did the same thing.
The next day, over breakfast, the wife said, “Game? Can I start first?”
“Yes,” the husband said.
The wife pulled out three pages. Single spaced. Font 8. It was a long list. She began to read her list. “Darling, I don’t like it when you do this…” On and on, she read the little ways her husbands annoyed her.
The man felt a sting in his heart. The wife noticed this and asked, “Do you want me to continue?”
“I can handle it. Go on,” the man said.
So the wife continued to read.
Finally, the woman said, “Okay, it’s your turn.”
The husband pulled out his piece of paper and said, “Yesterday, I asked the question what are the changes I want in you. But hard as I tried to think, I couldn’t think of one thing.” He then showed to her the empty piece of paper in his hand. “Because to me, you’re perfect in your imperfections. I’ve accepted who you are—strengths and weaknesses. And I love the whole package. I love the mix. You are a wonderful person and I love you so much.”
The wife began to sob, rolled up her three pages in her hand, and beat her husband on the head, “Bwiset ka!” And hugged him tight for a very long time.
May your dreams come true,
Bo Sanchez
2009-11-03
Annabel Lee
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
2009-10-22
11 Golden Rules To Live By - (repost)
1.) Live Within Your Means
In order to be truly independent, it's imperative to live within your means. Your freedom is limited by owing money to anyone, whether it's a credit card company or a family member, so set yourself up for an unrestricted life by saving for the things you want and spending with a plan.
2.) Work Hard
Your job and the salary you command are your biggest assets in building wealth. Do your best at work and take the steps to make yourself indispensable to set yourself up for the highest level of success.
3.) Research Before You Act
Whether you're comparing travel package and a la carte prices for a vacation or looking up a company to see if it's legitimate, research is almost always worth your time.
4.) Avoid Buyer's Remorse
Feeling guilty just doesn't sit well. Avoid buyer's remorse by asking yourself these questions before making a purchase: Do I love it? How often would I wear or use it? Can I afford it? Could I find it cheaper somewhere else?
5.) Avoid Saver's Remorse
There is such a thing as being too thrifty for your own good. What's the point of squirreling away so much cash if you can't splurge occasionally on yourself and others? Include an amount of discretionary money into your budget to spend on things that you might not desperately need, but would make you smile.
6.) Strive For Happiness
Finding a job that makes you happy most of the time is possible, and it's worth taking risks to discover what fulfills you. If for one reason or another you're stuck in a position that isn't ideal, at least strive to end your day with something that does make you happy.
7.) Go For Quality, Not Quantity
Stuffing your closet with items that will fall apart in three months is a silly way to spend your hard earned cash. Buy a smaller quantity of things that are made to last, and you'll be the owner of higher quality items that look and feel like they're worth your money.
8.) Face Your Weaknesses Head-On
We're not perfect, but admitting that you have weaknesses and doing your best to improve will allow you to continue growing. Invest time in yourself to be the most well-rounded person you can be.
9.) Save For the Predictable and the Unexpected
We're all going to face retirement someday, and the best time to save for it is now. The golden years are inevitable. On the other hand, we also need to be prepared for the unexpected, like job loss or a medical emergency, so that we can remain in control of our finances even when other things aren't going our way.
10.) Negotiate
Doors aren't closed until you hear the word no. Negotiating things like salary and benefits can get you ahead of the game, and all you need is the confidence to ask.
11.) Set Goals on Top of Goals
Cap the feeling that you're going through the motions by revising your goals when you've accomplished your old ones. Whether it's saving for a vacation to a place you've always wanted to visit or considering the next step in your career, there's always something to keep you moving and motivated.
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In order to be truly independent, it's imperative to live within your means. Your freedom is limited by owing money to anyone, whether it's a credit card company or a family member, so set yourself up for an unrestricted life by saving for the things you want and spending with a plan.
2.) Work Hard
Your job and the salary you command are your biggest assets in building wealth. Do your best at work and take the steps to make yourself indispensable to set yourself up for the highest level of success.
3.) Research Before You Act
Whether you're comparing travel package and a la carte prices for a vacation or looking up a company to see if it's legitimate, research is almost always worth your time.
4.) Avoid Buyer's Remorse
Feeling guilty just doesn't sit well. Avoid buyer's remorse by asking yourself these questions before making a purchase: Do I love it? How often would I wear or use it? Can I afford it? Could I find it cheaper somewhere else?
5.) Avoid Saver's Remorse
There is such a thing as being too thrifty for your own good. What's the point of squirreling away so much cash if you can't splurge occasionally on yourself and others? Include an amount of discretionary money into your budget to spend on things that you might not desperately need, but would make you smile.
6.) Strive For Happiness
Finding a job that makes you happy most of the time is possible, and it's worth taking risks to discover what fulfills you. If for one reason or another you're stuck in a position that isn't ideal, at least strive to end your day with something that does make you happy.
7.) Go For Quality, Not Quantity
Stuffing your closet with items that will fall apart in three months is a silly way to spend your hard earned cash. Buy a smaller quantity of things that are made to last, and you'll be the owner of higher quality items that look and feel like they're worth your money.
8.) Face Your Weaknesses Head-On
We're not perfect, but admitting that you have weaknesses and doing your best to improve will allow you to continue growing. Invest time in yourself to be the most well-rounded person you can be.
9.) Save For the Predictable and the Unexpected
We're all going to face retirement someday, and the best time to save for it is now. The golden years are inevitable. On the other hand, we also need to be prepared for the unexpected, like job loss or a medical emergency, so that we can remain in control of our finances even when other things aren't going our way.
10.) Negotiate
Doors aren't closed until you hear the word no. Negotiating things like salary and benefits can get you ahead of the game, and all you need is the confidence to ask.
11.) Set Goals on Top of Goals
Cap the feeling that you're going through the motions by revising your goals when you've accomplished your old ones. Whether it's saving for a vacation to a place you've always wanted to visit or considering the next step in your career, there's always something to keep you moving and motivated.
Source -
2009-10-15
So damn crazy..
So crazy Joomla --- >>>
Trying to understand Joomla and I just can't get a good hold of it... I'm familiar with being a Joomla User... But not as a Developer... I just don't know about this though, I hope I could do it soon... Really do it soon... Damn, Am i missing the point???
Trying to understand Joomla and I just can't get a good hold of it... I'm familiar with being a Joomla User... But not as a Developer... I just don't know about this though, I hope I could do it soon... Really do it soon... Damn, Am i missing the point???
2009-10-12
Now We’re Talking
Ocotber 9, 2009
The realization of a five-year old dream has finally begun. Realtime! Bigtime!
The pressure is on, for real. I’ve been ecstatic since I accepted the task given to me by the boss. Although I don’t know where to begin but the amazing thing is I’m very much looking forward to it optimistically. It is like I know I’m going to accomplish it without reservations. Now we’re talking.
I know I can do it; all I’ve got to do is finish it rightfully on time. I guess it is time to give little efforts in erasing my previous habits in doing my work. I know this may sound stupidly annoying, I’m getting annoyed myself.
The realization of a five-year old dream has finally begun. Realtime! Bigtime!
The pressure is on, for real. I’ve been ecstatic since I accepted the task given to me by the boss. Although I don’t know where to begin but the amazing thing is I’m very much looking forward to it optimistically. It is like I know I’m going to accomplish it without reservations. Now we’re talking.
I know I can do it; all I’ve got to do is finish it rightfully on time. I guess it is time to give little efforts in erasing my previous habits in doing my work. I know this may sound stupidly annoying, I’m getting annoyed myself.
Day of Exhaustion
October 7, 2009
From 9-10 PM
Just arrived from work and I really felt the exhaustion of the day’s work. Guess what I did the whole day: sat in front of the computer terminal and browse the internet the whole day. Who would have thought that sitting the whole day a tiresome work? Nobody, nobody but me.
Now that I’m back to my favorite green monoblock chair and still infront of my computer, I’ve no energy left to do my stuff. All I want is to play some desktop games or watch an episode of “Chuck”.
Haiiizzzt… But then again, I have to work on a prototype Employees’ Record System for another deadline. Maybe a few minutes of Hamster or Platypus and I will be back rolling again. And I’ve got a game tomorrow. Basketball that is, waah… Crazy, really crazy.
Back to my workstation again! See yah next upload. Got some few pics to upload also.
From 9-10 PM
Just arrived from work and I really felt the exhaustion of the day’s work. Guess what I did the whole day: sat in front of the computer terminal and browse the internet the whole day. Who would have thought that sitting the whole day a tiresome work? Nobody, nobody but me.
Now that I’m back to my favorite green monoblock chair and still infront of my computer, I’ve no energy left to do my stuff. All I want is to play some desktop games or watch an episode of “Chuck”.
Haiiizzzt… But then again, I have to work on a prototype Employees’ Record System for another deadline. Maybe a few minutes of Hamster or Platypus and I will be back rolling again. And I’ve got a game tomorrow. Basketball that is, waah… Crazy, really crazy.
Back to my workstation again! See yah next upload. Got some few pics to upload also.
2009-10-07
Change of Views
It is been a long time since I look at this keyboard and notice how the letters and numbers will be my refuge in another little misfit.
Oh dear, now that I read back those lines, I could not even remembered my last article. Seems like I’m the same as ever. Nothing has changed, nothing is changing, and nothing will change. This is me, and as I see myself now, I’m not destined to do great things. As I’m thinking the next words for this article, I cruise a little journey back to memory lane, wherein I categorized myself as a dreamer and as a future achiever. But all is gone and few little ingenuity was left from those unlimited pit of dreams.
How my life turned a BIG U-Turn this way, I don’t know. In a matter of few months, I may make or break my life. Together with it, my dreams, my little prayers, my goals and even the relationship I have with the people I love.
Isn’t it strange? When a time in your life would come that you have never expected, and then you don’t know what to do or handle everything. I wish I could adapt. Because that is what humans do, adapt to the situation, make the best out of it and learn from those mistakes. And hope to God darn well that you will never make the same mistakes all over again.
I noticed as of late that my views of life have changed. From the disapprovingly pessimistic person to an overly eager optimist, I have gradually transformed. I don’t like it and as always will try a little harder to become what I want to be myself ideally. But then of course, there will be a lot to be done. There is no stopping it now.
As I end this article I would share a little saying from a dear friend of mine, Bill Cosby (ASA).
”I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody”.
It seems like that saying had been the missing link to my current situation. I’m pleaser but it brought nothing good to my life.
Oh dear, now that I read back those lines, I could not even remembered my last article. Seems like I’m the same as ever. Nothing has changed, nothing is changing, and nothing will change. This is me, and as I see myself now, I’m not destined to do great things. As I’m thinking the next words for this article, I cruise a little journey back to memory lane, wherein I categorized myself as a dreamer and as a future achiever. But all is gone and few little ingenuity was left from those unlimited pit of dreams.
How my life turned a BIG U-Turn this way, I don’t know. In a matter of few months, I may make or break my life. Together with it, my dreams, my little prayers, my goals and even the relationship I have with the people I love.
Isn’t it strange? When a time in your life would come that you have never expected, and then you don’t know what to do or handle everything. I wish I could adapt. Because that is what humans do, adapt to the situation, make the best out of it and learn from those mistakes. And hope to God darn well that you will never make the same mistakes all over again.
I noticed as of late that my views of life have changed. From the disapprovingly pessimistic person to an overly eager optimist, I have gradually transformed. I don’t like it and as always will try a little harder to become what I want to be myself ideally. But then of course, there will be a lot to be done. There is no stopping it now.
As I end this article I would share a little saying from a dear friend of mine, Bill Cosby (ASA).
”I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody”.
It seems like that saying had been the missing link to my current situation. I’m pleaser but it brought nothing good to my life.
2009-09-29
Message to Garcia
As I’m reading the foreword of the book, I was amazed by how the book with few pages could go beyond the shores and borders of country and even one continent to be used by men and soldiers during the war times. It happened because the essence of the story of the book wherein Rowan followed the orders of the President without hesitation and inquisitiveness.
The story is all about the young soldier Rowan ordered by then President McKinley to deliver a certain message with great importance and confidentiality to General Garcia. The task was really difficult and life-threatening because of the insurgency that was happening in the Spanish-Cuban War. In order for America to support the insurgents a letter must be delivered to the general. Although the mission was dangerous, Rowan did what he was suppose to do and accomplished the job without questions and complaints.
The great moral of the book is the display of the perfect, loyal and dedicated employee who would follow instructions and get the job done even without supervision. Rowan, the messenger just used his initiative and follow the orders even if he doesn’t have any single idea about the subject of the topic.
The pamphlet also showed some latent examples of what a modern office setup and what would happen if a normal order was given by the employer. If the boss is around in the office, then by that time, employees would do their jobs dutifully but only the dedicated employee would still do the job rightfully and would give all his focus in finishing the job even if the boss is out of the office.
In a given situation in the field of computer technology and software development wherein jobs and assignments are given in the person who the boss believes could dutifully accomplish the task. The person is entrusted by the boss the work with the full responsibility of finishing it before the given deadline and doing a high-quality work that is globally competitive compared to existing websites and softwares.
What really inspired me about this book is the dedication shown by Rowan in his endeavor. As an employee, a person must have the integrity, and the dependability to his works. As the soldiers in the world war kept a copy in their pockets and bags of the “Message to Garcia” in order to remind them that it is their duty to finish the job no matter how difficult and dangerous the mission or the task ahead of them without personal inhibitions.
Learning from previous experiences with programming taught me how to really carry on with the job by using pretty well the resources I have and try to find means to find and look for the information that I lacked.
If all the employees have the attitude and the dedication of Rowan in their job and in their workplace, then no matter how difficult the job is, it will still be accomplished by the team. And if the team will continue to create great works and jobs then by that time, more jobs will continue to shower the company .
The story is all about the young soldier Rowan ordered by then President McKinley to deliver a certain message with great importance and confidentiality to General Garcia. The task was really difficult and life-threatening because of the insurgency that was happening in the Spanish-Cuban War. In order for America to support the insurgents a letter must be delivered to the general. Although the mission was dangerous, Rowan did what he was suppose to do and accomplished the job without questions and complaints.
The great moral of the book is the display of the perfect, loyal and dedicated employee who would follow instructions and get the job done even without supervision. Rowan, the messenger just used his initiative and follow the orders even if he doesn’t have any single idea about the subject of the topic.
The pamphlet also showed some latent examples of what a modern office setup and what would happen if a normal order was given by the employer. If the boss is around in the office, then by that time, employees would do their jobs dutifully but only the dedicated employee would still do the job rightfully and would give all his focus in finishing the job even if the boss is out of the office.
In a given situation in the field of computer technology and software development wherein jobs and assignments are given in the person who the boss believes could dutifully accomplish the task. The person is entrusted by the boss the work with the full responsibility of finishing it before the given deadline and doing a high-quality work that is globally competitive compared to existing websites and softwares.
What really inspired me about this book is the dedication shown by Rowan in his endeavor. As an employee, a person must have the integrity, and the dependability to his works. As the soldiers in the world war kept a copy in their pockets and bags of the “Message to Garcia” in order to remind them that it is their duty to finish the job no matter how difficult and dangerous the mission or the task ahead of them without personal inhibitions.
Learning from previous experiences with programming taught me how to really carry on with the job by using pretty well the resources I have and try to find means to find and look for the information that I lacked.
If all the employees have the attitude and the dedication of Rowan in their job and in their workplace, then no matter how difficult the job is, it will still be accomplished by the team. And if the team will continue to create great works and jobs then by that time, more jobs will continue to shower the company .
2009-09-26
Super Cute PINAY Boxer
There is no girl in the world that is hotter than the one who can brawl....
Image Source: http://www.examiner.com/x-845-Boxing-Examiner~y2009m9d24-Ana-Julaton-The-new-queen-of-the-Philippines
World Champ Ana Julaton
2009-08-08
Reaching the FINISH LINE
Why can’t I lose my habit of starting the work fast and never getting it done?
When I focus myself in doing a certain endeavor, I would begin it with the utmost zeal of an aspiring athlete. But in the middle of the try-out I would slowly bail out, get tired of the ongoings and gradually ceasing to continue what I started.
I guess that is the attitude I want to gladly remove in my system. I’ve reached many summits in my life but then I’ve got more misgivings to ponder upon. Talking to my own self and reminding my super-extra large ego of the things that I am unfortunately lacking is a one short-term solution that I could only do now. Pitiful, isn’t it.
I wish I’m blogging a lot more….
When I focus myself in doing a certain endeavor, I would begin it with the utmost zeal of an aspiring athlete. But in the middle of the try-out I would slowly bail out, get tired of the ongoings and gradually ceasing to continue what I started.
I guess that is the attitude I want to gladly remove in my system. I’ve reached many summits in my life but then I’ve got more misgivings to ponder upon. Talking to my own self and reminding my super-extra large ego of the things that I am unfortunately lacking is a one short-term solution that I could only do now. Pitiful, isn’t it.
I wish I’m blogging a lot more….
Edited pictures of Bokybokx
Incredible HulkCourtesy by: Paul Anthony Pacis
Super BokxMan
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Super BokxManCourtesy by: Paul Anthony Pacis
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2009-06-29
Breaking the Habit
It is been a while since I’m really putting myself in the front seat. For many months now, I was a little so out of myself. Maybe I was amazed of the new happiness that I’ve been enjoying that I never really felt before. Even just I just had a Sticky Key. Damn. What is happening to me? I don’t like it really.
Now is the first step of knowing really what will happen in my life. I wish I could move a little more, just a bit so that I know I’m moving. Stressful, that is the entire definition of these past few days of my life. I am currently working on this project but I took a break, so that I could write this article thinking that it could ease this little burden I’m having. And it is working. Sigh, a big relief.
I will just write a short one to ease some of the indigestion in my lungs. I wish I could be more mature in dealing my current situation.
Now is the first step of knowing really what will happen in my life. I wish I could move a little more, just a bit so that I know I’m moving. Stressful, that is the entire definition of these past few days of my life. I am currently working on this project but I took a break, so that I could write this article thinking that it could ease this little burden I’m having. And it is working. Sigh, a big relief.
I will just write a short one to ease some of the indigestion in my lungs. I wish I could be more mature in dealing my current situation.
2009-06-23
My Purse
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It has been a year since I received my first salary, and lucky for me that I’ve got a job that I can be proud of after graduation. Although my salary was delayed for three months, it didn’t matter because I was still glad to receive it. With my mouth drooling and my eyes widening like a saucer, I raise my palm to receive my paycheck. At last, I am earning.
Time passed by, month by month I received my fair amount. Then after 10 months, summer came and before I knew it, I’ve got nothing. Only a small amount left in my bank account. I really couldn’t believe it but I don’t know where to get the money for summer. I just couldn’t believe it, after all those frequent and capricious activities; here I am with nothing but an overturned pocket.
The entire first school year was really fun. No doubt about it. But after all the smoke was gone, I am not proud of what I’ve become. This is nothing compared to what I’m thinking, should I say dreaming before. What happened to my purse is a great mistake. A really really grave mistake and I have another year to completely erase my unacceptable mistake in the previous year and make sure that I will have a good fat savings account in the back. Hopefully, that someday when I read this article back, I would be glad. Glad that I have earned a lot, and be ready for another adventure in my boring life, to completely change the entire ME.
I need first to understand in what aspects of my life that I made mistakes, then accept the fact that I really did make mistakes and obviously learn from these mistakes and never again make these stupid and childish mistakes.
I know them now, I could see them, all I’ve got to do is stay away from them.
It has been a year since I received my first salary, and lucky for me that I’ve got a job that I can be proud of after graduation. Although my salary was delayed for three months, it didn’t matter because I was still glad to receive it. With my mouth drooling and my eyes widening like a saucer, I raise my palm to receive my paycheck. At last, I am earning.
Time passed by, month by month I received my fair amount. Then after 10 months, summer came and before I knew it, I’ve got nothing. Only a small amount left in my bank account. I really couldn’t believe it but I don’t know where to get the money for summer. I just couldn’t believe it, after all those frequent and capricious activities; here I am with nothing but an overturned pocket.
The entire first school year was really fun. No doubt about it. But after all the smoke was gone, I am not proud of what I’ve become. This is nothing compared to what I’m thinking, should I say dreaming before. What happened to my purse is a great mistake. A really really grave mistake and I have another year to completely erase my unacceptable mistake in the previous year and make sure that I will have a good fat savings account in the back. Hopefully, that someday when I read this article back, I would be glad. Glad that I have earned a lot, and be ready for another adventure in my boring life, to completely change the entire ME.
I need first to understand in what aspects of my life that I made mistakes, then accept the fact that I really did make mistakes and obviously learn from these mistakes and never again make these stupid and childish mistakes.
I know them now, I could see them, all I’ve got to do is stay away from them.
Movies that Stunned My World
I spent my whole week watching movies in my PC. With the fast-approaching start of the new school year, there is a little time to cuddle my remaining leisure moments. After downloading some movies from a good friend of mine, Tyronskie and searching in the torrent, I accumulated enough movies to extend my tummy into a couple more inches. Day after day, I’ve resorted myself into a couch potato. A very fat one that is.
I started with reliving “The Red Cliff I and II”. After a couple of months of romancing the three kingdoms (pun intended :P), I’ve appreciated a new subject that increased my knowledge beyond our nation’s history. Although I’ve watched them a couple of times before, they’ve seemed never to lose my amazement of how great the rising heroes of the stories were portrayed.
I’ve also watched two Will Smith’s movies. “Hitch” and “Hancock”, yeah I know, they are old movies but “Hitch” is still one of my most favorite movies of all time. Watching it really did give me a good laugh. I could really compare myself to Albert in the movie, a clumsy, afraid-of-woman guy and yet still runs after girls that way out of my league. “Hancock”, well a lousy movie that is, a little overrated it may seem. Although I loved the animation and the movie effects, it didn’t help in the total appeal of the movie.
“The Chronicle of Narnia, Prince Caspian” also didn’t live up to hype. Still just like the first, very great movie effects especially with the White Witch scene.
The movie that made me regret of not watching it in the theaters is the “A Beautiful Mind”. No need to give the definition and my comments though, just “Google” it and you will surely know what I mean.
I still have maybe 3 more movies to watch and two programs to make. See yah Bokxters!!
Ray Eden’s Last Farewell
June 14 , 2009 - Sunday
Magallon, Negros Occidental
Only today that we did bring Rey Eden Abas to her last destination here in our living world and we were to show the family how sympathy and condolences. Although Rey Eden was not close to me because of the little time we spent before together, she was also a part of the working students’ family.
Together we, close friends and former mentor of Rey Eden, we traveled from the capital Bacolod to Moises Padilla to bring her to the final resting place.
Just last week we still couldn’t believe the news the she was dead for only few weeks ago that we did meet her and she was really jolly and gained a lot of weights. It was really hard to accept that she is not here with us anymore.
This post is solely dedicated for Ray Eden. I know she will always have a place in the hearts of her friends, teachers, mentors, and all the people that she has become a part with. We are wishing her a glorious journey from here and onward.
From you AMA family: Thanks for becoming a part of our life.
Magallon, Negros Occidental
Only today that we did bring Rey Eden Abas to her last destination here in our living world and we were to show the family how sympathy and condolences. Although Rey Eden was not close to me because of the little time we spent before together, she was also a part of the working students’ family.
Together we, close friends and former mentor of Rey Eden, we traveled from the capital Bacolod to Moises Padilla to bring her to the final resting place.
Just last week we still couldn’t believe the news the she was dead for only few weeks ago that we did meet her and she was really jolly and gained a lot of weights. It was really hard to accept that she is not here with us anymore.
This post is solely dedicated for Ray Eden. I know she will always have a place in the hearts of her friends, teachers, mentors, and all the people that she has become a part with. We are wishing her a glorious journey from here and onward.
From you AMA family: Thanks for becoming a part of our life.
2009-06-11
Reason for Blogging?
Due to my recent inactivity in the cyberworld, sometimes it seems pathetic that I don’t really like maintaining an online diary. Some questions would then come up in my little--bit-crowded mind, why do I write stuff and continue to blog even if I know that I will eventually won’t finish it in the future? Why do I tell the world all the things that run in my mind even if the world doesn’t seem to care at all? All these and still more….
Why do I blog???
The best reason I could find: maybe that someday some guy/gal in the future would write a biography about me and would find this little blog (and be amaze of course! :P ) and he/she would see all the “springed“ theories that feed my little mind. One goal of mine is really to be a person that changes the world for the benefit of all mankind, and when they will study my life in the future, they will learn that life is after all a series of mistakes that will eventually lead us to one ultimate and successful conclusion.
Blogging is a part of me that gave me the chance to tell the world the things that make me tick. All these and, of course the chance to become a part of the largest community of tech-lovers that will pour their heart’s contents and tell the world that each of us have our stories to tell and blogging is the grace given to us to fulfill our own storytelling. Life is good, but what good is it if we can’t share it to people we love or to the world who are keen to learn from good examples and be wary of stories of mistakes and more mistakes.
“If we make a mistake and doesn’t correct it, then we really made a mistake” Confucius
2009-06-06
My First Year
My first year of glorious teaching is over and before I knew it, a new year will be starting in few weeks time. As the wind blows by, a new gush will take its place. It is really amazing that each person is open to new developments and challenges in life that would test our ability to cope up with the ever changing events in our lives.
There were mistakes that I had committed the previous year and I mean, really a lot of mistakes that if ever tried and tested will bring me down for sure. But of course, it has really been a great learning experience on my part. I know for a fact that I could improve myself and my acts for this coming year. Although, I foresee greater challenges and more pressures, I still say to myself that I am better than last year. I can prove it this time around.
COOL!!!!
There were mistakes that I had committed the previous year and I mean, really a lot of mistakes that if ever tried and tested will bring me down for sure. But of course, it has really been a great learning experience on my part. I know for a fact that I could improve myself and my acts for this coming year. Although, I foresee greater challenges and more pressures, I still say to myself that I am better than last year. I can prove it this time around.
COOL!!!!
2009-05-23
Arrogance??
After taking one of the most difficult exam ever, I know right away I will fail. So much for me though. There is no one out there to blame than me.
Of all the confidence of being an expert in a chosen field, I thought that I could live up to the hype and complete the requirement of the exam. But then, all of it felt like a large rock dropped in my head from the sky.
One thing is for certain, no matter how good you are in what you do there are things that you can't always do. Again guess it is time again for my little conquest of E-books hunting and code-stealing to really learn more of the field that I am trying to become good at.
Sometimes arrogance blocks common sense, and when this happens, failure will be the only way to go. At least now, being confident on one thing doesn't really mean you are good at it. You must be really good at it before you become confident??? Does that make sense at all, all that jabbering right there?? It is only up to you to decide...
2009-05-07
Blogging For A New ME
Lolz... Four months... That would be the time when I dropped my fingers and decided to really have a few days off blogging... But now Im back.. Hope you miss me guys...
I will give you a blow by blow events of all the happenings in my absence..
FOO!!!!
I will give you a blow by blow events of all the happenings in my absence..
FOO!!!!
2009-01-06
Leave of Absence
Guys.. I promise I will be back and blogging soon... Lots and lots of work and deadline and my body is not holding up to all my mental requirements... So haggard so tired all of these for the sake of learning..
But with all the works and late night endeavors, seems like I'm appreciating all of these.. Making sure that my works could become competent with my own expectations..
So hard yet so fun.. I'm doing what I love and loving what I do..
Lolz...
But with all the works and late night endeavors, seems like I'm appreciating all of these.. Making sure that my works could become competent with my own expectations..
So hard yet so fun.. I'm doing what I love and loving what I do..
Lolz...
2008-12-17
- CLASS PICTURE -
This is just a glimpse of how my students look like in the classroom. This is the last meeting of our class in our semester, so we decided to have a "CLASS PICTURE". This section is a combination of IT and Engineering students and they were learning HTML in this subject.
This is a very enjoyable subject and we really had very enjoyable experiences. Hopefully, this subject opened their eyes so that they could see the real beauty of the web development.
Hopefully, in the future, I could handle another subject with them..
2008-12-16
Chamion Archer - How I love this Game
I've been playing this cute game this past few days, although sometimes tiring, it is really fun and enjoyable... One of my most likable character in movies and games are the ranged characters wherein they could attack enemies from a distance and at the same time safe from harm's way.
Hope you enjoy this game and eventually you have just witness one of my childish act..
Happy Gaming....
Christmas Season
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Ti's the season to be jolly pra lalala...
For the first time in 5 years, I just attended my AGUINALDO mass this morning. Yeah... After succesully completing two straight years of 9 mornings when I was in high school, I never ever went to any aguinaldo mass prior today.
Seems like it was a little nostalgic on my part, since living in the city and having this kind of lifestyle gave me the difficulty of sleeping early and waking up at dawn.
After this morning, I never reaized how I really miss doing going to church. After all, I still have my faith fully intact.
I've had my first Communion in 8 months. (shocking but true.)
This Aguinaldo season, I will try my hardest to complete my masses, if I can't then I will just leave it to the others who could complete..
By the way, I am greeting all the members of the CYBERWORLD "HAPPY HOLIDAYS" and may the spirit of Christmas may truly reigns in the hearts of each and everyone of us...
"GIFT KO!!!!"
2008-12-10
A Happy and Incomplete Birthday
Friday that was, December 5, the day I celebrated my 23rd birthday. It is also my first b-day as a teacher and it is truly a magnificent succession of events.
What truly amazed me were the greetings of all the persons that really mattered to me the most. Truly indeed, it was astonishing experience on my part that even at that very moment when the clock turns 12 midnight; someone unexpectedly made the effort of waking up and sending me an SMS greeting me on my special day. That would be the Queen of Vito herself. Lolz...
The entire day was spent with receiving greeting from my families, co-teachers, guardians, students, friends, barkadas and all the persons that I am really spending my entire life with.
It was a first for me, to have a numerous individuals that greeted me at that time. It’s like an ecstasy on my side. Plus all the comments in my profile on Friendster.com, it is truly amazing how people would make you really feel special and blessed during that very particular day.
You may wonder why there is an ”Incomplete” adjective in the title of this post, that is unfortunately true.
This is also my first birthday that I am a little different from what I’ve been used to. Truly amazing in fact that, I never really understand myself right now, I don’t know what to do, how to act and even what to think during situations I’ve never encountered before.
That very special day was incomplete for this reason alone. I truly dreamt of spending maybe just a single short moment, but then I still don’t control everything in this world, and all I can do is just stare away while days passed by, thinking if only it happened.
But totally, it was a very good experience on my part. All I need now is to announce to the cyberworld my gratitude to every single person, whoever you are who made my birthday a very special one. I will treasure that day and keep it as one of my vast collection of good memories.
Yeah you read me right, I’m 23... Believe it!!!!
What truly amazed me were the greetings of all the persons that really mattered to me the most. Truly indeed, it was astonishing experience on my part that even at that very moment when the clock turns 12 midnight; someone unexpectedly made the effort of waking up and sending me an SMS greeting me on my special day. That would be the Queen of Vito herself. Lolz...
The entire day was spent with receiving greeting from my families, co-teachers, guardians, students, friends, barkadas and all the persons that I am really spending my entire life with.
It was a first for me, to have a numerous individuals that greeted me at that time. It’s like an ecstasy on my side. Plus all the comments in my profile on Friendster.com, it is truly amazing how people would make you really feel special and blessed during that very particular day.
You may wonder why there is an ”Incomplete” adjective in the title of this post, that is unfortunately true.
This is also my first birthday that I am a little different from what I’ve been used to. Truly amazing in fact that, I never really understand myself right now, I don’t know what to do, how to act and even what to think during situations I’ve never encountered before.
That very special day was incomplete for this reason alone. I truly dreamt of spending maybe just a single short moment, but then I still don’t control everything in this world, and all I can do is just stare away while days passed by, thinking if only it happened.
But totally, it was a very good experience on my part. All I need now is to announce to the cyberworld my gratitude to every single person, whoever you are who made my birthday a very special one. I will treasure that day and keep it as one of my vast collection of good memories.
Yeah you read me right, I’m 23... Believe it!!!!
2008-12-04
Prayer to Manny
Sunday... The People's Champ will again jump into the ring to fight for his people... All Filipinos' eyes will be tuning on the television's set on Sunday, whether it would be on PPV or just the delayed telecast on local networks, the entire PACMAN nation will support the CHAMP.
No matter how bad the articles about the matchup and how underdog Manny will be, I, together with all the other Filipino fans and even fans all over the world will be chanting "MANNY" and watch our local hero slug it out in the ring against probably one of the best boxer in the world.
So 4 days, I join all the other Filipinos out there in praying for the victory of Manny Pacquiao. His victory is not only his personal victory but will also become the victory of the entire nation.....
GO MANNY!!!
2008-12-02
Keeping it Real
Every person is responsible for the consequences of his or her actions.
This was what Mario Puzo said in his book "The Last Don". I really believe in that saying until now, if something goes wrong with your life, don't blame anybody. Blame yourself!
Destiny is defined as somebody's preordained future: the apparently predetermined and inevitable series of events that happen to somebody or something.
I really did believe in destiny a long time ago, that each one of us no matter what we do will certainly fulfill the destiny entrusted to us. As life goes on, I was amazed of how could I change the way of my life by doing what I must during situations I thought I could not overcome.
That is merely the difference. How you act to change your fate to choose the life that you really wanted., To prove to the world that the constellations and the placement of the stars will not dictate me in how I live my life.
This was what Mario Puzo said in his book "The Last Don". I really believe in that saying until now, if something goes wrong with your life, don't blame anybody. Blame yourself!
Destiny is defined as somebody's preordained future: the apparently predetermined and inevitable series of events that happen to somebody or something.
I really did believe in destiny a long time ago, that each one of us no matter what we do will certainly fulfill the destiny entrusted to us. As life goes on, I was amazed of how could I change the way of my life by doing what I must during situations I thought I could not overcome.
That is merely the difference. How you act to change your fate to choose the life that you really wanted., To prove to the world that the constellations and the placement of the stars will not dictate me in how I live my life.
2008-11-25
Pendulum of the PAST
I just couldn't help but smile when I saw this in BonBon's Profile... Amazing.. Truly Amazing... Seeing myself after 15 years... lolz... Brings back all these funny little cute memories...
This picture was taken when I was still in Grade 1... i never could have imagine seeing this picture... Lmao...
Our section was Grade 1 - Locsin, our adviser was Miss Ledesma then, Mrs. Torreña now... My school- Don Bosco Technical Institute, one of the popular all-boys school here in Victorias City... I got lots and lots of fond memories of my little childhood there....
I would try this funny antic.. I would try to remember all my classmates in Grade 1... hehehe...
From Right to Left -->>
On top : Neil Bryan Generoso, Jerome Benigno, Basil John Verdeflor, ME ME ME, Lenart Bermejo, Jay-R Antisoda, Emmanuel Wongyan, JJ Cabalcar, Argie Batusbatusan,
Second Row: Bryan Mentor, Jpoy Braga, Soy2x Lorilla, Marlo Arquisola, JM Deocadez, Felix Barcelona, TJ Oñasa, -----, Harry Salazar
3rd Row : Bensan Valenciano, Lobaton, Philip Leonida, Jopet Ignalaga, ---- , Ms Ledesma, -----, JR Tolentino, Reynald Viezca, Reman Matapaja
Bottom Row : Miko Fuentes, Solo Moncada, Ryan Cequiña, Jastia, Artoo Valenciano, Johndil Galicia, Bon2x Otilano, Leo Ferraris, Fidel Castro..
Damn, I miss 3 classmates... Maybe I'm getting older by the minute... lmao.. To all my classmates before... See you when I see you..
2008-11-19
Uncertainties...
I know I should be happy now... I know I should enjoy this period... I know I must be confident enough to handle this situation. I’ve been waiting for a long time for this... A very long time...
Yet, I’m uncertain... I have doubts... I doubt if I could even handle it entirely. 5 years in the making since that time that I had decided to pursue this career. Filled with confidence and proud of what I have learned, I told myself that I could do all those things I have thinking in those idle moments.
I’m writing this article in order for me to have a medium wherein I could excrete my self-doubt and my gradual whining and grinding of my teeth Please bring back to me my confidence, give me back the zeal I once had.
2008-11-18
BANANAS - For Your Health
BANANAS
A professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas.? He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain.? Read on:
A professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas.? He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain.? Read on:
Never, put your
banana in the refrigerator!!!
banana in the refrigerator!!!
Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.
But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people
suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is
because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts
into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make
you feel happier.
suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is
because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts
into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make
you feel happier.
PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.
Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.
Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.
Brain Power: 200
students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.
students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.
Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.
Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system..
Morning Sickness:
Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.
Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.
Overweight and at work? Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at wor k leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar le vels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.
Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also
neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.
neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.
Smoking &Tobacco Use: Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.
Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, there by
reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.
Strokes: According to research in The New England Journal of Medicine, eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!
So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals . It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around So maybe its time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana a day keeps the doctor
away!"
away!"
PS: Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time! I will add one here; want a quick shine on our shoes?? Take the INSIDE of the banana skin, and rub directly on the shoe...polish with
dry cloth. Amazing fruit !
dry cloth. Amazing fruit !
2008-11-13
Ninong Bokx
Baby Sofing.... These pictures were taken at Polpie's House during our get-together last Sunday.. Couldn't help but be amazed by this cute little baby.. It's simply amazing that our Verkzters have entered another phase of our lives and that we will have our own families... Hope i can have my own someday....
CSCI10 Course Outline
CSCI10 - Principles of Operating Systems
Course Overview
OPERATING SYSTEM STRUCTURES
Course Overview
OPERATING SYSTEM STRUCTURES
- System Concepts
- Operating System Services
- System Calls
- System Programs
- System Structures
- Virtual Machines
- Processes Scheduling
- CPU Processing
- Process Synchronization
- Deadlocks
- Memory Management
- Virtual Memory
- File-System Interface
- File-System Implementation
- Secondary Storage Structure
CSCI15 Course Outline
CSCI15 Software Engineering
Course Overview
SYSTEM DEVELOPMENT PLAN
SOFTWARE DEVELOPMENT PLAN
PROJECT DEFINITION
Course Overview
SYSTEM DEVELOPMENT PLAN
- System Development
- Major Problems in System Development
- System Engineering
- System Architecture and Design
SOFTWARE DEVELOPMENT PLAN
- System Development and Life Cycle Definition
- Software Development Life Cycle - A Brief Overview
- System Development Life Cycle Models
PROJECT DEFINITION
- Software Development Planning
- Resource and Schedule Estimates
- Organizing and Staffing
2008-11-08
RISK, FEAR and JOY
“Everything happens for a reason. “
No matter what reason it may, whether we like it or not, everything will always be with a reason. Sometimes as I’m thinking, could the reasons of what is happening to me right now, be good enough to take the risk?
The RISK
Risk - jeopardy, peril, hazard, menace, threat
Only by taking risk could man truly feel the savor of victory, only by taking risk could man truly appreciate defeat. It is then by risk that I will venture in this life I’m living.
I’ve totally and absently confronted risk face-to-face. My mind would tell me that the risk is too great, that maybe the fruits of the risk are not really worth that much. I have doubts, I really do, I’m not as valiant as the person that I hope I’m projecting to be. The risk I engaged long before was really larger than life. The risk that I’m taking right now could totally destroy my whole being.
But only by taking the risk, I will be contented, only by taking the risk I will have the peace of mind, and only by taking the risk that I hope I will never regret in the future that I have done nothing and become fearful of the consequences of that risk. The risk of caring, loving and devoting all that I’ve to a very special being.
The FEAR
Fear - dread, anxiety, horror, distress, fright, panic, alarm, trepidation, apprehension
It is by understanding the risk that I will know its consequences, then by knowing the consequences I will feel fear.
What is in this fear? The fear that the risk I will take will bring me consequences that I can’t entirely fathom. The fear that the risk I will take will eventually be not worth it.
The fear that maybe what is happening is not really what it seems to be. The fear that maybe everything I ever felt, seen, touched and knew were all just a mirage of false hopes.
Then when there is fear, that will only be the time that I will lose confidence in myself and lose the heart to continue to take on the risk. For fear is the ghost that my mind will create and will slowly eat me from the inside. Slowly. Gradually. Until I will succumb to the fear, until I will have nothing left but regrets.
The JOY
Joy - delight, pleasure, enjoyment, bliss, ecstasy, elation
Now, this is what I’m really after for. The joy and the happiness that I will feel when taking the risk will only be enough to close my eyes to reality and allow me to face no matter what consequences will lay down my path. I know the risk, I fear the consequence, yet here I am, taking the risk, facing the consequences. For what? For simply looking for that little joy in my heart, that would be enough.
I know the risk is too much. I’m not sure what will be the outcome of this; I’m not even ever sure why this has happened in the first place. I’m also not sure if there will be a happy ending.
But one thing is sure, for a long period of time, I’ve never really been this happy. Simpleton.. Of course, for I never understand life neither comprehends love. But by feeling love, I’m happy for now. It was the risk I took before, there are still fears but be strong young man, for the joy is overwhelming.
No matter what reason it may, whether we like it or not, everything will always be with a reason. Sometimes as I’m thinking, could the reasons of what is happening to me right now, be good enough to take the risk?
The RISK
Risk - jeopardy, peril, hazard, menace, threat
Only by taking risk could man truly feel the savor of victory, only by taking risk could man truly appreciate defeat. It is then by risk that I will venture in this life I’m living.
I’ve totally and absently confronted risk face-to-face. My mind would tell me that the risk is too great, that maybe the fruits of the risk are not really worth that much. I have doubts, I really do, I’m not as valiant as the person that I hope I’m projecting to be. The risk I engaged long before was really larger than life. The risk that I’m taking right now could totally destroy my whole being.
But only by taking the risk, I will be contented, only by taking the risk I will have the peace of mind, and only by taking the risk that I hope I will never regret in the future that I have done nothing and become fearful of the consequences of that risk. The risk of caring, loving and devoting all that I’ve to a very special being.
The FEAR
Fear - dread, anxiety, horror, distress, fright, panic, alarm, trepidation, apprehension
It is by understanding the risk that I will know its consequences, then by knowing the consequences I will feel fear.
What is in this fear? The fear that the risk I will take will bring me consequences that I can’t entirely fathom. The fear that the risk I will take will eventually be not worth it.
The fear that maybe what is happening is not really what it seems to be. The fear that maybe everything I ever felt, seen, touched and knew were all just a mirage of false hopes.
Then when there is fear, that will only be the time that I will lose confidence in myself and lose the heart to continue to take on the risk. For fear is the ghost that my mind will create and will slowly eat me from the inside. Slowly. Gradually. Until I will succumb to the fear, until I will have nothing left but regrets.
The JOY
Joy - delight, pleasure, enjoyment, bliss, ecstasy, elation
Now, this is what I’m really after for. The joy and the happiness that I will feel when taking the risk will only be enough to close my eyes to reality and allow me to face no matter what consequences will lay down my path. I know the risk, I fear the consequence, yet here I am, taking the risk, facing the consequences. For what? For simply looking for that little joy in my heart, that would be enough.
I know the risk is too much. I’m not sure what will be the outcome of this; I’m not even ever sure why this has happened in the first place. I’m also not sure if there will be a happy ending.
But one thing is sure, for a long period of time, I’ve never really been this happy. Simpleton.. Of course, for I never understand life neither comprehends love. But by feeling love, I’m happy for now. It was the risk I took before, there are still fears but be strong young man, for the joy is overwhelming.
My only love sprung from my only hate!
Too early seen unknown, and known too late!
Too early seen unknown, and known too late!
2008-11-03
Poppa’s Birthday
The 25th Day of October 2008
Poppa’s Birthday
My old man is already 60 years of age, seems old enough for my age huh... He is in his retirement age and ready to take his pension and could take his well-earned rest after a long grueling and sacrificial life. But I know, he is a stubborn bull that will continue to work harder to make sure our family will still have enough for ourselves. That is my poppa...
He was 38 years of age when they gave birth to me, seems a little late but understandable. He is the type of person who will do anything; just anything to make sure his family will have enough food for the table even if he will only have a single slice of the fish. He is the type of dad that will make sure you will graduate in your studies even if he will work crawling every single day to pay for the expenses. So that is the reason why he married late in his life, when most of his bro and sis have had there children already and living there own lives, he was still a bachelor.
That is the reason of the age difference. Amazing it may seem but it is one of the reasons why my Poppa for me is the greatest DAD of them all. Although he is not the talkie type of a father, but he taught my lessons of life by showing me every single moment and actions really do speak louder than words. He set the examples of how I’m going to run my future family.
Well, the party was of course a very enjoyable one where most of the clan was there. But the greatest gift he received was the “reunification” of our family. For more than a year of separation, we spent the day together for the first time under a single roof. Although he wasn’t saying anything, I know he is happy. I know he was longing for that moment to arrive.
So, to end this article, just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear Poppa... I know right now all your dreams for us have just been realized, we’ve graduated. That is the fruit of your labors. So, just wanna say to the GREATEST DAD of ALL TIME, thank you for all the time, hard work and lessons that you have been teaching me all this time, and I salute you!! I’m really proud of having a Poppa like you. I know we don’t have a choice in choosing our father, but if God gave me the choice, I’m still going to choose you. That is how much I loved you as a father.
Poppa’s Birthday
My old man is already 60 years of age, seems old enough for my age huh... He is in his retirement age and ready to take his pension and could take his well-earned rest after a long grueling and sacrificial life. But I know, he is a stubborn bull that will continue to work harder to make sure our family will still have enough for ourselves. That is my poppa...
He was 38 years of age when they gave birth to me, seems a little late but understandable. He is the type of person who will do anything; just anything to make sure his family will have enough food for the table even if he will only have a single slice of the fish. He is the type of dad that will make sure you will graduate in your studies even if he will work crawling every single day to pay for the expenses. So that is the reason why he married late in his life, when most of his bro and sis have had there children already and living there own lives, he was still a bachelor.
That is the reason of the age difference. Amazing it may seem but it is one of the reasons why my Poppa for me is the greatest DAD of them all. Although he is not the talkie type of a father, but he taught my lessons of life by showing me every single moment and actions really do speak louder than words. He set the examples of how I’m going to run my future family.
Well, the party was of course a very enjoyable one where most of the clan was there. But the greatest gift he received was the “reunification” of our family. For more than a year of separation, we spent the day together for the first time under a single roof. Although he wasn’t saying anything, I know he is happy. I know he was longing for that moment to arrive.
So, to end this article, just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear Poppa... I know right now all your dreams for us have just been realized, we’ve graduated. That is the fruit of your labors. So, just wanna say to the GREATEST DAD of ALL TIME, thank you for all the time, hard work and lessons that you have been teaching me all this time, and I salute you!! I’m really proud of having a Poppa like you. I know we don’t have a choice in choosing our father, but if God gave me the choice, I’m still going to choose you. That is how much I loved you as a father.
2008-10-28
A First For Me
It is been a long time since I covet a time to write in this blog. After maybe two weeks of deadlines, projects, theses, and submission of grades, at last everything is over!
Woooahhhh..
First Job
The article is dedicated for my overall assessment of my first ever job and all the experiences I had had in my first six months as a full time college instructor.
I really felt lucky, not just me but also my family that I landed a very good job right after I graduated in college. In the growing society of ours, where opportunities are limited and resources are scarce, it is by sheer luck that a few people could land a job after graduation. Lucky me that my very own alma mater offered me a teaching job and gave the chance to share what little amount of knowledge I gained to my fellow students.
Of course, at first I was hesitant. There are a lot of factors that bugged my mind and gave me little doubts if this is the right profession for me. Of course, my ideal job would be maybe a programmer in an outsourcing company here in Bacolod or maybe a graphic artist or animator. Becoming a teacher, of course it crossed my mind but it was so distant that I clearly never considered it before.
So my first day came, I really needed that time to establish a fine line between me and the students to make sure that the relationship will still remain even if they already knew me before. Having a lot of acquaintances during my student days really gave me a difficulty as I embarked in my new role not as a student but this time around as a faculty. Unfortunately, some of my classmates in high school became my students in college which of course was a little savvy and a little awkward.
SO as time passed, I was amazed of how fast I adjusted in a new environment. Maybe staying there for five years was a big help in easily adapting to the existing system of my alma mater.
Crazy and Funny Experiences
As a professional having my first work wherein I’m going to receive my salary was of course a very exciting part for me. I really can’t imagine that after the entire struggle I have had in college, at last I’m going to earn my first ever paycheck. I was like a farmer that will harvest the crop of the seeds that I have sown. But I really never anticipated that harvesting the crop is still a very arduous and very irritating activity. Maybe this is one of the greatest setback of my first job overall. (SWELDO KO!!!!! huhuhuuhhuhu)
But of course, the greatest experiences I have during my entire first semester are the friendship and the rapport that I’ve created with my wonderful and cute students (ASA!!!).. and of course the fulfillment of seeing my students radically improved and totally learned something from my subjects that will surely help them in their futures. I guess, it is unnoticeable but seeing them, really gave me the contentment of successfully or should I say satisfactorily accomplished the true meaning of the profession of teaching.
Although it may seem emotional or gay, at least I’m proud and I know deep inside I really am proud. But it still doesn’t end there, it is only the beginning. A new semester will open soon, and after a thorough self assessment, I believe there is still a limitless room of improvement for me. So don’t you worry BOKXTERS, I will be better. I will be, that is an assurance.
Woooahhhh..
First Job
The article is dedicated for my overall assessment of my first ever job and all the experiences I had had in my first six months as a full time college instructor.
I really felt lucky, not just me but also my family that I landed a very good job right after I graduated in college. In the growing society of ours, where opportunities are limited and resources are scarce, it is by sheer luck that a few people could land a job after graduation. Lucky me that my very own alma mater offered me a teaching job and gave the chance to share what little amount of knowledge I gained to my fellow students.
Of course, at first I was hesitant. There are a lot of factors that bugged my mind and gave me little doubts if this is the right profession for me. Of course, my ideal job would be maybe a programmer in an outsourcing company here in Bacolod or maybe a graphic artist or animator. Becoming a teacher, of course it crossed my mind but it was so distant that I clearly never considered it before.
So my first day came, I really needed that time to establish a fine line between me and the students to make sure that the relationship will still remain even if they already knew me before. Having a lot of acquaintances during my student days really gave me a difficulty as I embarked in my new role not as a student but this time around as a faculty. Unfortunately, some of my classmates in high school became my students in college which of course was a little savvy and a little awkward.
SO as time passed, I was amazed of how fast I adjusted in a new environment. Maybe staying there for five years was a big help in easily adapting to the existing system of my alma mater.
Crazy and Funny Experiences
As a professional having my first work wherein I’m going to receive my salary was of course a very exciting part for me. I really can’t imagine that after the entire struggle I have had in college, at last I’m going to earn my first ever paycheck. I was like a farmer that will harvest the crop of the seeds that I have sown. But I really never anticipated that harvesting the crop is still a very arduous and very irritating activity. Maybe this is one of the greatest setback of my first job overall. (SWELDO KO!!!!! huhuhuuhhuhu)
But of course, the greatest experiences I have during my entire first semester are the friendship and the rapport that I’ve created with my wonderful and cute students (ASA!!!).. and of course the fulfillment of seeing my students radically improved and totally learned something from my subjects that will surely help them in their futures. I guess, it is unnoticeable but seeing them, really gave me the contentment of successfully or should I say satisfactorily accomplished the true meaning of the profession of teaching.
Although it may seem emotional or gay, at least I’m proud and I know deep inside I really am proud. But it still doesn’t end there, it is only the beginning. A new semester will open soon, and after a thorough self assessment, I believe there is still a limitless room of improvement for me. So don’t you worry BOKXTERS, I will be better. I will be, that is an assurance.
2008-10-26
Don't You Wish Your BF was HOT like ME
When she walks away from you mad- Follow her
When she stare's at your lips-Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you- Grab her and don’t let go
When she start's cursing at you-Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet-Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignore's you-Give her your attention
When she pulls away- Pull her back
When you see her at her worst- Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying-Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking- Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared- Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder-Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal's your favorite hat- Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you- Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time- reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt- Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you- she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands- Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you- bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret- keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes- don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU- SHES HURTING INSIDE
When you break her heart- the pain NEVER really goes away
When she says its over-she STILL wants you to be hers
When she repost this bulletin- she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when you know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better than calling her hot.
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
2008-10-17
Self-Searching ( Encore )
I wrote this entry after our Freshmen Night Night... The graduation was near... What I did was search myself and it help me a lot during those unknown and doubtful times...
Sunday, August 05, 2007 1:50:51 AM
I need to write this. I need to put this into words and letters.
Just arrived from one of my school’s activity. I spent most of the time alone and thinking. The program was great; I had a few laughs and chuckles. But in the later part, got bored and spent the time alone watching the flowing current of the fountain. I never had one of those “self-searching” moments for a long time and with the solitude, it was granted upon me.
At first, it was just the same things that always bothered me a lot. Things such as; what I am doing now in my life, what future do I have, how can I improve my life. Those kinds of stuff that always clogged up my mind and makes me realize reality in the purest sense.
But as the “meditation” went deeper, then came the fear. I don’t know how or why, but it came rushing through me like a tsunami slamming itself in the beach.
I never had one of those deep self-thinking that made me sweat profusely. Why then I became afraid of all of a sudden? As I thought of my life now, the frequent misfits I have, the wasting of my time doing nonsense and unnecessary stuffs, the sudden turn of events that caused a deep cut in my once-a-complete plan, I couldn’t help thinking of the reasons and its probable consequences.
I have a big problem inside of me. I feel like I’m a cracked china vase that could break into small pieces in an instant that someone would knock it off its place. I feel so brittle, so weak and so defenseless. One moment of hesitation in my decisions now could suddenly make my whole world a living hell. Why do I feel this unpleasant feeling?
I got some reasons here, but I’m still not sure of its validity. The first reason that keeps knocking in my large skull is the uncertainty of my future.
Damn, I have prepared myself for a long time for that very moment in the shifting of my life and career. I had done my fair share of the burden. As I start my college year, I had already kept in mind to work hard and equipped myself with all the things and knowledge that I could accumulate in school and in self-study. Four long years of college education that was supposedly finish with three, which is a very long waste of time and money for my parents could have lessen by a few months.
What do I fear then? I guess I fear that very moment. I fear that I had no enough knowledge and skills to cope up with the real life. I fear that someday I will regret the days in which I have not done my best. That I was stupidly lazy, that I chose of being idle than putting up some few sweats in some relatively promising activities.
August 5. That is the date now. I was bothered this much about myself. I never felt that I was this weak physically, mentally and emotionally. I wrote some blogs before of things of what I want myself to be and of things that I will do on my life to improve my current sate.
2:25:01 AM
One of my worst fear is also the things that other people would say to me when I fail or I could not meet their expectations. I had been telling myself over and over again! “Don’t mind what the people would say. You are far better than them in more ways you can imagine.” But the guilt and fear of suddenly making the wrong decisions that could affect the image that I had been building up all this time continues to haunt me.
It seems that I had not prepared enough to ensure myself of the stability of my future. That the fair share I was saying before was in fact a one sided affair of a disillusioned braggart who dreams big but falls real hard.
I am afraid. I know that, afraid of things that would break the threads that hold the different parts of my life. The threads are thin and breakable.
I never felt so down in my life. I know I’m not ready. I will never be. The vast pressure that awaits me in the near future is so surreal that it already gave me goose-bumps. I feel weak.
I don’t know what to do. It seems that my life will nearly end another chapter in my life. Two months, the remaining time left for me. I believe those months will be a great factor in my life. This could be one of the biggest turning points of my life. Spare me the jitters.
Sunday, August 05, 2007 1:50:51 AM
I need to write this. I need to put this into words and letters.
Just arrived from one of my school’s activity. I spent most of the time alone and thinking. The program was great; I had a few laughs and chuckles. But in the later part, got bored and spent the time alone watching the flowing current of the fountain. I never had one of those “self-searching” moments for a long time and with the solitude, it was granted upon me.
At first, it was just the same things that always bothered me a lot. Things such as; what I am doing now in my life, what future do I have, how can I improve my life. Those kinds of stuff that always clogged up my mind and makes me realize reality in the purest sense.
But as the “meditation” went deeper, then came the fear. I don’t know how or why, but it came rushing through me like a tsunami slamming itself in the beach.
I never had one of those deep self-thinking that made me sweat profusely. Why then I became afraid of all of a sudden? As I thought of my life now, the frequent misfits I have, the wasting of my time doing nonsense and unnecessary stuffs, the sudden turn of events that caused a deep cut in my once-a-complete plan, I couldn’t help thinking of the reasons and its probable consequences.
I have a big problem inside of me. I feel like I’m a cracked china vase that could break into small pieces in an instant that someone would knock it off its place. I feel so brittle, so weak and so defenseless. One moment of hesitation in my decisions now could suddenly make my whole world a living hell. Why do I feel this unpleasant feeling?
I got some reasons here, but I’m still not sure of its validity. The first reason that keeps knocking in my large skull is the uncertainty of my future.
Damn, I have prepared myself for a long time for that very moment in the shifting of my life and career. I had done my fair share of the burden. As I start my college year, I had already kept in mind to work hard and equipped myself with all the things and knowledge that I could accumulate in school and in self-study. Four long years of college education that was supposedly finish with three, which is a very long waste of time and money for my parents could have lessen by a few months.
What do I fear then? I guess I fear that very moment. I fear that I had no enough knowledge and skills to cope up with the real life. I fear that someday I will regret the days in which I have not done my best. That I was stupidly lazy, that I chose of being idle than putting up some few sweats in some relatively promising activities.
August 5. That is the date now. I was bothered this much about myself. I never felt that I was this weak physically, mentally and emotionally. I wrote some blogs before of things of what I want myself to be and of things that I will do on my life to improve my current sate.
2:25:01 AM
One of my worst fear is also the things that other people would say to me when I fail or I could not meet their expectations. I had been telling myself over and over again! “Don’t mind what the people would say. You are far better than them in more ways you can imagine.” But the guilt and fear of suddenly making the wrong decisions that could affect the image that I had been building up all this time continues to haunt me.
It seems that I had not prepared enough to ensure myself of the stability of my future. That the fair share I was saying before was in fact a one sided affair of a disillusioned braggart who dreams big but falls real hard.
I am afraid. I know that, afraid of things that would break the threads that hold the different parts of my life. The threads are thin and breakable.
I never felt so down in my life. I know I’m not ready. I will never be. The vast pressure that awaits me in the near future is so surreal that it already gave me goose-bumps. I feel weak.
I don’t know what to do. It seems that my life will nearly end another chapter in my life. Two months, the remaining time left for me. I believe those months will be a great factor in my life. This could be one of the biggest turning points of my life. Spare me the jitters.
2008-10-15
COMPO3 Projects
SAGAY CITY WEBSITE
Jonathan and Jeddah's Work
PUERTO PRINSESA WEBSITE
Jayrold and Pfiezer's Work
Escalante Website
Alvin and Junel's Work
- KABANKALAN WEBSITE
Stalin Cuenca's Work .....
BAGO WEBSITE
Herman and Anthony's Work
SIPALAY CITY
Rhen Joy and Kerenza's Work
2008-10-11
Sleeping Giants
I was rummaging in “My Pictures” directory and I saw these photos. I couldn’t help but smile on the memories that rushed back into my brains.
Imagine 13 young guys and gals, together under one roof.... That was really one of the best moments in our friendship. Although it seemed so far, yet living a wall behind this house really brought back the funny experiences we had had with the Entire Verkzters.
This was the night before the Defense of the Thesis B where everyone was on the rush and sleep-deprived. Tired, sleepy and all... We just hit the pillows and sleep to our heart’s content. Mayuse, took these photos and had the greatest laugh of them all...
Imagine 13 young guys and gals, together under one roof.... That was really one of the best moments in our friendship. Although it seemed so far, yet living a wall behind this house really brought back the funny experiences we had had with the Entire Verkzters.
This was the night before the Defense of the Thesis B where everyone was on the rush and sleep-deprived. Tired, sleepy and all... We just hit the pillows and sleep to our heart’s content. Mayuse, took these photos and had the greatest laugh of them all...
2008-10-09
Not Feeling Well
My body is giving up on me now.. I feel so tired... My nerves are all shaking... Got this little pain in the head...
I know Im not well... I know I need a rest.. But if only I could live another week or more before a long rest.. Then that would be the time that I could recover from all the stress and strain that is taking its toll on me..
A week left... That is all there is left... So why now??? But I will just hold on.. After all... SEMBREAK is waiting... HMMMMM....
I truly need a break... I wish I could spend it with you........
I know Im not well... I know I need a rest.. But if only I could live another week or more before a long rest.. Then that would be the time that I could recover from all the stress and strain that is taking its toll on me..
A week left... That is all there is left... So why now??? But I will just hold on.. After all... SEMBREAK is waiting... HMMMMM....
I truly need a break... I wish I could spend it with you........
2008-10-05
Milestone
Sunday night here and working still...
2 weeks still and the semester will end. My first ever sembreak as a teacher. Still I really find it fascinating that after all these months, I couldn't believe the position I'm in right now...
This period of my life will surely become a milestone of my story. I have my first job as a professional, all my life I live depending on my family, not right now. i received my first salary.. Became a one-day millionaire.. Became broke again but I'm happy... That is all there is in my life right now...
But the most important thing right now, is the uncontainable emotion I have deep within me.. Emotion I can't recognize, emotion I can't even distinguish, nor understand... Emotion so great that sometimes it never ceases to amaze me.....
After the conclusion of one of the worst chapter in my life, which I will share here in the future if I'm completely ready, my life really took a rollercoaster ride to the top....
Remember this day... For this will become a defining moment of my life... This is the day that I really really feel that I have become a complete being...
This is my milestone... This my life... This is my story... Cornix yet true...
2 weeks still and the semester will end. My first ever sembreak as a teacher. Still I really find it fascinating that after all these months, I couldn't believe the position I'm in right now...
This period of my life will surely become a milestone of my story. I have my first job as a professional, all my life I live depending on my family, not right now. i received my first salary.. Became a one-day millionaire.. Became broke again but I'm happy... That is all there is in my life right now...
But the most important thing right now, is the uncontainable emotion I have deep within me.. Emotion I can't recognize, emotion I can't even distinguish, nor understand... Emotion so great that sometimes it never ceases to amaze me.....
After the conclusion of one of the worst chapter in my life, which I will share here in the future if I'm completely ready, my life really took a rollercoaster ride to the top....
Remember this day... For this will become a defining moment of my life... This is the day that I really really feel that I have become a complete being...
This is my milestone... This my life... This is my story... Cornix yet true...
2008-10-03
Nostalgia - encore
(Friendster Blog) - encore
June 11th, 2007 by bokybokx
It happened so fast that the wind that hit my face was a kilometer away when I turned back…
Never thought that revitalizing one’s mind could possibly starts a chain reaction. Every hormone producing gland in my body started to function in such a way that reminded of the past. The past, I thought that was long gone. But here it is again, knocking on my doorstep and laying itself like a rug to be step upon.
Deja vû all over again… It happened when I thought it was the end. It happened when everything seemed out-of-place. It happened in the most needed and unexpected time.
I say all the words of gratitude to the Divine Providence.
June 11th, 2007 by bokybokx
It happened so fast that the wind that hit my face was a kilometer away when I turned back…
Never thought that revitalizing one’s mind could possibly starts a chain reaction. Every hormone producing gland in my body started to function in such a way that reminded of the past. The past, I thought that was long gone. But here it is again, knocking on my doorstep and laying itself like a rug to be step upon.
Deja vû all over again… It happened when I thought it was the end. It happened when everything seemed out-of-place. It happened in the most needed and unexpected time.
I say all the words of gratitude to the Divine Providence.
2008-09-28
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BRO LEO
LEO FRANZ GARCIA
Wish you all the best in your studies and in your journey called life. May God bless you and your family............ be thankful for all the blessings you have in your life esp. your friends.. learn to see the beauty in differences because that is what friendship is all about......
Leo, my last message for you. Go and multiply!!!!!!!!!!
Leo, my last message for you. Go and multiply!!!!!!!!!!
2008-09-27
Dream Coming True - Charice Pempengco
Charice Pempengco duet with her IDOL CELINE DION
Madison Square Garden
I'm Really Proud to be a PINOY!!!!!
Madison Square Garden
I'm Really Proud to be a PINOY!!!!!
Simpleton
Friday, September 26, 2008
8:30:22 PM
I’m a simpleton.
I’m living my dream.
I’m just a normal young boy living in this crazy world, working a little harder for the fulfillment of my dreams, doing my best to make those dreams into realities.
But dreams are useless when you are not sharing them with the people that matters to you the most. I’m thinking that if maybe someday, just maybe I could reach the top and fulfill my dreams yet I’m all alone at the peak, could be the fulfillment of those dreams be worthwhile? Could I become truly accomplished?
Those are million dollar questions. It is really an eye-opener for me to realize that reaching your dreams will always never be enough; it is the fulfillment that you will feel when you are sharing it with the persons you love and loved you in return.
So DREAM BIG... Dreams are limitless!! But always remember, fulfilled dreams will become empty bottles floating in the sea if there is no one in this world that you can share them with.
2008-09-15
One Normal Exam Day
The day started out just fine, a normal exam day. Then it came in. The news that one of my best student met an accident, luckily it was not that fatal. No lives were lost but then I still feel a little different. The feeling of uneasiness, concern and combination of different emotions.
For me as a first time teacher, I didn't know how to react first. I realized right there and then that in reality, I don't have any control on the lives and actions of the persons that are close to me. That in an instance, maybe fate could take them away from me. Fortunately, everything is fine and I know things will just work out that way.
For my student, he will have an operation tomorrow. He will be included in my silent prayers, for him to recover faster. I know if there is a person who can do it, it would be you ART..
To the Insertion BArkada... Heheh.. Just support and support... You need each other now more than ever... And always remember.... I will always be here for each and everyone of you...
Let's INSERT!!!!!!!
For me as a first time teacher, I didn't know how to react first. I realized right there and then that in reality, I don't have any control on the lives and actions of the persons that are close to me. That in an instance, maybe fate could take them away from me. Fortunately, everything is fine and I know things will just work out that way.
For my student, he will have an operation tomorrow. He will be included in my silent prayers, for him to recover faster. I know if there is a person who can do it, it would be you ART..
To the Insertion BArkada... Heheh.. Just support and support... You need each other now more than ever... And always remember.... I will always be here for each and everyone of you...
Let's INSERT!!!!!!!
2008-09-13
Masters Report
It is Saturday noon here, got a little busy these past few days. I was preparing for my report for my Masters Degree. It took me a whole week to finish my report. Late night works and mid-morning plans... Been so busy, got a little time to spare for blogging.
The report was better than expected, really thought that it would be a disaster but then again pressures brought good things out of me. The Dean observed our class during my report. got a little overboard. I got conscious, some little mispronunciation and nerves...
But it was a good learning experience on my part, shaked off the nerves infront of people who are better than me and came out good.
That was really a good experience, raised the level of my confidence soaring up.
I also owed my good report to my acorn. I was so HIGH when I was reporting. Never really expected that my acorn would provide me with the push....
THanks ACORN!!!!
The report was better than expected, really thought that it would be a disaster but then again pressures brought good things out of me. The Dean observed our class during my report. got a little overboard. I got conscious, some little mispronunciation and nerves...
But it was a good learning experience on my part, shaked off the nerves infront of people who are better than me and came out good.
That was really a good experience, raised the level of my confidence soaring up.
I also owed my good report to my acorn. I was so HIGH when I was reporting. Never really expected that my acorn would provide me with the push....
THanks ACORN!!!!
2008-09-12
Happy Birthday My Little Sarah Joy!!!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!!
Just wanna take this moment to greet a very special person... Simple Sarah... Hehehehe
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From your Nong Sir!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From your Nong Sir!!!!!!!!!!!
2008-09-07
Genesis of the Verkzter
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So guys and gals, you will forever be my Verkzters, and our children will be little Verkzters 2..
Miss you guys..... I have treasured all the moments that we have shared together.. :)
2008-09-04
3D BACOLOD
BACOLOD ONLINE CITYSCAPE : A 3D DIMENSIONAL TECHNOLOGY
8 months of hardwork, determination and endurance! The fruit of all the sleepless and the whirlwind adventure of three young male born in 3 different decades.. LOLZ
the CD COVER of our thesis. A taste of what is inside
Some of the Screenshots of the Downtown Area, Bacolod City...
Our thesis project as a partial requirement of our degree course in AMA Computer College - Bacolod. Created by three young friends in college to showcase to the world the fruits of our labors.
The project was based on the idea of creating a Virtual Tour to all the tourist destinations here in Bacolod City, a little too ambitious on our part. But then again, dream big and take the risk, for the triumph will be as sweet as the kiss of true love. What was that??? :)
To our group, Daddy, Paul and Bokybokx!!!! Congratulations!! For earning the recognition that we deserve and also for creating a long-lasting friendship. To the fun we had under one roof will forever be cherished. Although we differ in age and maturity, unity and laughter during the difficult times were the best lessons that I learned in our adventure.
I will post some of the 3D animations here in the future so you better watch out...
the CD COVER of our thesis. A taste of what is inside
Some of the Screenshots of the Downtown Area, Bacolod City...
We are all Young
Mambukal Mountain Resort...
Still strangers with each other having a little fun in the river.
Verkzters in the pics: Chantal, Star, Mating, Ellen, Denden, Hani and Mayuse
I am not wearing anything there... Could you see it??
With Sir Mervin.... Our Physics Teacher....
Macho Boy Bokx.....2008-09-02
Araw ng Lahi
ARAW NG LAHI
AUGUST 22, 2008
AMA BACOLOD CAMPUS
"WIKA MO, WIKANG FILIPINO, WIKA NG MUNDO, MAHALAGA"
AUGUST 22, 2008
AMA BACOLOD CAMPUS
"WIKA MO, WIKANG FILIPINO, WIKA NG MUNDO, MAHALAGA"
Sunday Ever After
Sunday, August 31, 2008
10:01:21 PM
Just finished hearing that little old voice again, then I ask myself; do I really deserve to hear that voice? Do I deserve the time that is being allotted to me everyday single day?
I don’t know and I’m never ever be sure of the answer. But one thing is for certain, that in my life now, no matter what will happen in the future; this will become one of the most memorable of all. It is a little strange on my part, so foreign, so unknown yet it feels good.
Although tonight seems so risky and so a little overboard on my part, it is all worth while. I do believe that in life, one of the best treasures you accumulate are the memories of every ups and downs that your life will ever give you. That someday in the future, when I feel so weak and old, all I’ve got to do is to retrieve those memories and all the pains and sorrows will slowly and totally disappear. Then the coveted smile would gladly return to my face.
By the way, I know that what happened was very risky. So I will try my best that it will never happen again. I have waited for years to have memories like these, and I will never ever do childish mistakes that would make destiny take those moments from me. I can wait. I can wait..................
10:01:21 PM
Just finished hearing that little old voice again, then I ask myself; do I really deserve to hear that voice? Do I deserve the time that is being allotted to me everyday single day?
I don’t know and I’m never ever be sure of the answer. But one thing is for certain, that in my life now, no matter what will happen in the future; this will become one of the most memorable of all. It is a little strange on my part, so foreign, so unknown yet it feels good.
Although tonight seems so risky and so a little overboard on my part, it is all worth while. I do believe that in life, one of the best treasures you accumulate are the memories of every ups and downs that your life will ever give you. That someday in the future, when I feel so weak and old, all I’ve got to do is to retrieve those memories and all the pains and sorrows will slowly and totally disappear. Then the coveted smile would gladly return to my face.
By the way, I know that what happened was very risky. So I will try my best that it will never happen again. I have waited for years to have memories like these, and I will never ever do childish mistakes that would make destiny take those moments from me. I can wait. I can wait..................
2008-08-31
All the Small Things
12:00 AM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
It is exactly 12:00 AM and I’m right here alone. Having a boring Saturday Night and doing the same job that I have been doing for a long time. As I look back to my past, I never really noticed how great my life turned out today.
Although I’m a little tired and feel a little hopeless because of the week’s toll on my physicality, deep inside I’m a little happy. I’m happy because of the small things that became enormous milestones that really stirred my direction in life. My family, my friends and all the special people in my life that are still standing behind me and pushing me forward to reach my goals.
I am a little naïve. I know I have dreams, but then to whom am I dedicating my dreams? Why am I working so hard every single day? Maybe for myself. Now that I have mentioned it, I finally realize the essence of working hard. It is not only for me, not even only for my family neither only for my friends nor for the only person that I believed I love the most. I’m working hard for all them, for all of you, that someday, I can become an example, a template that will inspire you to do just the same. That life is not so bad after all, that the hard works you are exerting now will become the insignia of how appreciative you are for the small things and blessings that you have encountered in life. For no matter how small they are, they are the life’s greatest treasures.
I will take this single article, just to say all my thanks and gratitude to the Divine Providence, for lending me the greatest gift of them all and that is my life. For in this gift, I have met all the persons that I know now, giving me the chance to become a part of their own lives. And also, of course, to become a part of mine.
To all the persons that I know and knows me, thank you for becoming a single shed of memory in my life. For no matter what relationship I have with you, if you are a relative, a friend, a colleague, a mentor, a teacher, a student, even a Verkzter or the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with, I swear that I will never forget you, that you will always have that special place in my heart. And every single time I will remember the moments we have spent with each other; I would just smile and say “Thank God for giving you to me”.
2008-08-25
The Pose .... .
Do you find it strange that most of my pictures always have this strange identical pose?
Since I was a sophomore, I’ve been doing this strange habit. I really can’t explain why I’ve been doing this. I guess the pose exudes a celebrity-like status on my part.
Here are some of my pics with pretty identical poses. Notice that in every picture I’m getting cuter by a mile.
CS WEEK Celebration with Mayuse and Cyrix
Miss Teen Philippines .. A t USLS Colisuem
At Villamonte Bhaus with Riel the Pogi....
Sugarland Hotel .. . The Entire Verkzter, we own the stage!!!
With Esther and John, CS Week.....
The 3 Gurus. .. Heheh ...
The latest pic, Acquaintance Party and Freshmen Night 2008
2008-08-23
Sir Bokx.....
I AM A TEACHER
I never really imagine that I will look like this infront of the class. Like a fat guy with a fitting polo and with no direction at all... Just a lame somebody with no proper stance.....
Seems like my my students never listen to me... Lolz.... Am I this boring????
I hate paparazzis.. Even during my classes, they can't stop taking my pictures.... I just hate them....Stressed Out
August 22, 2008
10:25 PM
I’m really stressed out now. My body is aching; my mind is ready to explode. Time is short and there are a lot of deadlines, I really don’t know what situation I put myself into. Long ago, I wanted to have a busy life. Full of pressures and deadlines, full of requests from different people and I really wished a long time ago that whenever I work, I will try to extend my limits up to their breaking points.
Now, that time has come. I’m working, got lots and lots of pressures and almost to my breaking point but still I’m looking for more. What can’t I just be contented with a simple life? Projects and programs are starting to file up; with deadlines and updates in a month I think I’m losing steam.
I know deep inside I can do it; I could beat those deadlines with a smile in my fat chubby face. I know I’m holding on, I’m clinging to that single branch that prevents me from falling down a thousand-meter high cliff.
Now is the time to really prove to my self what I’m capable of doing. This is the time when I’m still adjusting my entire persona to a different world. I thought it was easy before, I really find it stressful. My only consolation is listening to the voice in the middle of the night and hearing those words that maybe I will never hear in real life. Listening to the tiny laughter that brings forth a breeze of relief to my bad and tiring day. I don’t know when these will end. I really don’t, but as long as I have that single voice I know I can overcome the pressures. I know I can finish all my work. I can become a better person. As long as I have that voice.... J
10:25 PM
I’m really stressed out now. My body is aching; my mind is ready to explode. Time is short and there are a lot of deadlines, I really don’t know what situation I put myself into. Long ago, I wanted to have a busy life. Full of pressures and deadlines, full of requests from different people and I really wished a long time ago that whenever I work, I will try to extend my limits up to their breaking points.
Now, that time has come. I’m working, got lots and lots of pressures and almost to my breaking point but still I’m looking for more. What can’t I just be contented with a simple life? Projects and programs are starting to file up; with deadlines and updates in a month I think I’m losing steam.
I know deep inside I can do it; I could beat those deadlines with a smile in my fat chubby face. I know I’m holding on, I’m clinging to that single branch that prevents me from falling down a thousand-meter high cliff.
Now is the time to really prove to my self what I’m capable of doing. This is the time when I’m still adjusting my entire persona to a different world. I thought it was easy before, I really find it stressful. My only consolation is listening to the voice in the middle of the night and hearing those words that maybe I will never hear in real life. Listening to the tiny laughter that brings forth a breeze of relief to my bad and tiring day. I don’t know when these will end. I really don’t, but as long as I have that single voice I know I can overcome the pressures. I know I can finish all my work. I can become a better person. As long as I have that voice.... J
2008-08-18
Restless
Restless
Saturday, August 16, 2008
11:44:29 PM
Just finish watching the greatest love story movie of all time. “CASABLANCA”. My passion for romantic stories just started a year ago, when I started writing my own great love story.
I’m in a journey now, in the middle of the journey. The stakes are higher, the pressures are greater. I am working. Working a job that maybe I like. I know this is not what I want, I want more but for now, I would just settle with my life.
This new chapter of my life has been pretty exhausting yet a very joyful experience. Every single day, you will see and mingle with different people. I meet young, talented and intelligent people who are just trying to carve their ways to their own journeys in life.
Being a teacher is a very noble profession, teaching young people and inspiring them to strive harder because in the end, success is waiting for them. I have been teaching for two months, some said that I’m a poor teacher. I know I am, yet I know myself more than anyone else. I know there is still a large room for improvement.
Experience is still the best teacher. Every single class I have is a learning experience for me. Every single time I see my students trying very hard and struggling to get a higher grade, I’m really happy deep inside. Not because they are having difficulty, but because I know that they are giving it all. They are really sweating it out, and in every difficulty not just their grades or scores improve but the most important is they are improving their own selves.
I know the future is unknown, for me and even for each and everyone of us. But right now, I’m restless; wasting my time sleeping and doing nothing will surely hurt me. I want to be very busy every single moment, never be idle. I want to know my limitations; I want to know my boundaries. When do I stop and give up? Never!!! Not for me, not for you.
Life is beautiful indeed.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
11:44:29 PM
Just finish watching the greatest love story movie of all time. “CASABLANCA”. My passion for romantic stories just started a year ago, when I started writing my own great love story.
I’m in a journey now, in the middle of the journey. The stakes are higher, the pressures are greater. I am working. Working a job that maybe I like. I know this is not what I want, I want more but for now, I would just settle with my life.
This new chapter of my life has been pretty exhausting yet a very joyful experience. Every single day, you will see and mingle with different people. I meet young, talented and intelligent people who are just trying to carve their ways to their own journeys in life.
Being a teacher is a very noble profession, teaching young people and inspiring them to strive harder because in the end, success is waiting for them. I have been teaching for two months, some said that I’m a poor teacher. I know I am, yet I know myself more than anyone else. I know there is still a large room for improvement.
Experience is still the best teacher. Every single class I have is a learning experience for me. Every single time I see my students trying very hard and struggling to get a higher grade, I’m really happy deep inside. Not because they are having difficulty, but because I know that they are giving it all. They are really sweating it out, and in every difficulty not just their grades or scores improve but the most important is they are improving their own selves.
I know the future is unknown, for me and even for each and everyone of us. But right now, I’m restless; wasting my time sleeping and doing nothing will surely hurt me. I want to be very busy every single moment, never be idle. I want to know my limitations; I want to know my boundaries. When do I stop and give up? Never!!! Not for me, not for you.
Life is beautiful indeed.
2008-08-16
WALL.E (Movie Review)
Imagine the world covered with trash... Total human extinction and not even a single living creature exists except for a mere cockroach that survived the destruction..So far the most complex yet so simplistic animated movie of Pixar.... About a cranking old model robot left on Earth to just do what is programmed to do... To gather and recycle trash...
Then one unusual day, a high-tech probe named EVE visited Earth again to collect living specimen.... The lonely WALL.E meet a companion... A robot way out of his league...
The world then shifted from a barren one to a futuristic cruise space ship.. Man, that hurts... All the people there are all fat, relies on technology that much, just sit and do there job there... Just like me... Ouch...
Well what a great CG movie.. The best animation so far by Pixar or any other CG company.. Take that DREAMWORKS... Just looking at the 3D animations, Im really impress... Couldn't help my sleeping desire in making 3D projects ressurect again...
Superb animations!! Great storyline... A mix of action, love, thrill and of course the most important thing in a movie.. the message it entails to the viewers...
Im rating this movie a two-thumbs up rating...
5 STARS *****
I will just add next time...
2008-08-15
Baby J-RYL
WELCOME TO THE WORLD BABY J-RYL
The first Verkzter Baby, I have not yet seen J-ryl in person but I know he is very cute... You still got the cute looks of your Maninoy Bokx...
Wow... Great boy, got two great parents. i know how much your Mommy Che and Daddy J.O love you so much.. So don't grow up like me.... become a good boy.. Toast.. when you grow up someday, "Mashat ta ya ah....."2008-08-13
BABY SOFING
WELCOME TO THE WORLD BABY SOFING
Baby Kyla Sophia.... The 2nd Verkzter Baby... Fireworks and best wishes to you.. The entire Verkzter is praying that you will become successful and forever beautiful... Iyada Sofing, your gwapong gwapo Maninoy Bokx is really happy to be one of the first person to see you in this world... I guess you got your looks from me eh...
Congratz and best wishes to Mommy Hani for giving the world another pasaway... You are a mommy now and i know you will become the best Mommy in the whole wide world...
2008-08-12
Home Sweet Home Victorias
For 18 of my toddler years, I'd been living in this little house I call HOME. This house knows every little secret of my little life story. The walls had been the unliving witness, if the hidden stories that lingers beneath the deafening silence of this humble abode.. The slow but eventful years of my growing up are full of ups and downs... This house, have always been there. No flood, no earthquake nor tornado could eventually put this good old house of mine down....
My room, the echoing humm of my rusty electric fan and my loud snores are the only noise you could here in the middle of the night in my room. The most comfortable place in any part of this world, my room could hear my little prayers and my sobs during my depression and could even echo the laughter and the joys that I felt in some of my celebration....
My room contains "ULUK" my computer, the only being that accompanies me every single and lonely nights....
2008-08-08
More About Me
That is the real me
Well, I'm Bokx... Too Fat, Too Curious... Loves solitude, although could stand with anyone and could relate with all ages... Never been so happy, but never been so contented and hopefully could reach my goals... Dreams? to become famous in the computer world... Wish to work in Pixar or Dreamworks, own a Ferrari and of course my dream house...
Your average kind of guy, home buddy... Never like Chicks, they are just hindrance in my dreams,, Kidding... They are my inspirations, esp tall slim and beautiful .... Heheheh That's really cool!!!! Bebelepant
Just graduated from college currently an aspiring computer professor in my own alma mater.. AMA COMPUTER COLLEGE - BACOLOD....
Hope to work in large outsourcing companies, doing some programming, website development or 3D animations... But I guess I'm not that good yet... Trying to improve and develop myself to become a better person...
I love sports a lot, especially boxing, basketball, soccer and wrestling... Watch sports shows during my free time...
Collects lot of things, books, sports mags, VCD's and Naruto Anime... and The New ADD.... Bleach...
Super Lazy... Deadlines... Dreamer... Never inclined in finishing what I started.. Never intended to...
My ultimate dream is to be written in the history books and be remembered as a person who greatly changed humanity either in a good or bad way... :) But I would do it preferably in a good way...
As of my 22 years of existence in the planet Earth.. I still don't understand my real purpose... Why was I created?
As the legend grows, more questions were asked.. Is it enough to be just a keen observer or is it better to be in the main player...
Small World (encore)
Small World
Dated: July 23, 2008
Friendster Blog
What a small world I’m living in.
Growing up watching foreign TV shows from cable channels made me believe that I’m living in a very small part of the real vast world. I feel like I am just a little speck of dust.
These after all made my ambitions in life so so far-reaching. An ambition, to be a part of a larger community, more people, more opportunities and more pressures to carry on. I guess this is the life that I wanted. Although, I couldn’t fathom incredible pressures at this moment, I believe that to be bombarded by lots and lots of pressures would give me enough experiences in order to overcome much larger pressures in the future.
I want to live a life with the real world and with the real people. Maybe a life in the NY or London could help me in my dreams. Where in the pressures are so real and decisions could change the course of humanity.
It is really appealing to see the protagonists in the Hollywood films, wherein their actions would really change the course of history. I want to be that star actor. Maybe in the future, my life and works could change and help humanity and make the world a better place to live in.
It is just a dream, a wild punch to the moon but no one really knows. No one knows, no one.
Dated: July 23, 2008
Friendster Blog
What a small world I’m living in.
Growing up watching foreign TV shows from cable channels made me believe that I’m living in a very small part of the real vast world. I feel like I am just a little speck of dust.
These after all made my ambitions in life so so far-reaching. An ambition, to be a part of a larger community, more people, more opportunities and more pressures to carry on. I guess this is the life that I wanted. Although, I couldn’t fathom incredible pressures at this moment, I believe that to be bombarded by lots and lots of pressures would give me enough experiences in order to overcome much larger pressures in the future.
I want to live a life with the real world and with the real people. Maybe a life in the NY or London could help me in my dreams. Where in the pressures are so real and decisions could change the course of humanity.
It is really appealing to see the protagonists in the Hollywood films, wherein their actions would really change the course of history. I want to be that star actor. Maybe in the future, my life and works could change and help humanity and make the world a better place to live in.
It is just a dream, a wild punch to the moon but no one really knows. No one knows, no one.
Stage Play (encore)
From my Friendster Blog.....
Dated August 1, 2007.....
A little ray of hope
During the award ceremony
Stage Play
It seems yesterday. When I was still dependent on my parents, when all I need was asked them my allowance per week. But, yeah, time is really fast. Now, the tables are turned. It is now my responsibility to provide all the needs of our family. In a couple of months, when my role as a student will be over, I will still continue to be a part of the play. A new character. A new role. Much more difficult than my previous. Hell, way difficult, but I have prepared for this role. A decade of preparation, that is. “Lord, give me the courage and the power to dutifully act on the new role that you have bestowed upon me.” Time flies really fast. It seems like yesterday.
Dated August 1, 2007.....
A little ray of hope
Stage Play
It seems yesterday. When I was still dependent on my parents, when all I need was asked them my allowance per week. But, yeah, time is really fast. Now, the tables are turned. It is now my responsibility to provide all the needs of our family. In a couple of months, when my role as a student will be over, I will still continue to be a part of the play. A new character. A new role. Much more difficult than my previous. Hell, way difficult, but I have prepared for this role. A decade of preparation, that is. “Lord, give me the courage and the power to dutifully act on the new role that you have bestowed upon me.” Time flies really fast. It seems like yesterday.
Let there be light.....
That is me in 3 different shots.... Pretty cool eh????
First Pic... Beginning of my college dream.... When I was 17 yrs of age... Where the desire to be successful is as fresh as the morning dew.... Where in another chapter of life will just take its course and hoping against hope that everything small things will just fit in its right peg...
Second pic... My graduation pic... Me wearing my tight toga... Strangulation!!!!! A conclusion of a large disappointment... Everything seems so right yet nothing seems in place.... The blame is on me... Choosing the easier wrong way rather than the long and winding right way...
Third pic.. Another chapter begins... Full of fantasy... Professionalism... Zeal... and desire to become the best... I now decided that it is time for me to face reality because Im not a boy now... I couldn't flip the pages of storybook to change my past... Im holding my present. To guide me to the right future.....
First Pic... Beginning of my college dream.... When I was 17 yrs of age... Where the desire to be successful is as fresh as the morning dew.... Where in another chapter of life will just take its course and hoping against hope that everything small things will just fit in its right peg...
Second pic... My graduation pic... Me wearing my tight toga... Strangulation!!!!! A conclusion of a large disappointment... Everything seems so right yet nothing seems in place.... The blame is on me... Choosing the easier wrong way rather than the long and winding right way...
Third pic.. Another chapter begins... Full of fantasy... Professionalism... Zeal... and desire to become the best... I now decided that it is time for me to face reality because Im not a boy now... I couldn't flip the pages of storybook to change my past... Im holding my present. To guide me to the right future.....
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