Sunday Ever After

Sunday, August 31, 2008
10:01:21 PM

Just finished hearing that little old voice again, then I ask myself; do I really deserve to hear that voice? Do I deserve the time that is being allotted to me everyday single day?

I don’t know and I’m never ever be sure of the answer. But one thing is for certain, that in my life now, no matter what will happen in the future; this will become one of the most memorable of all. It is a little strange on my part, so foreign, so unknown yet it feels good.

Although tonight seems so risky and so a little overboard on my part, it is all worth while. I do believe that in life, one of the best treasures you accumulate are the memories of every ups and downs that your life will ever give you. That someday in the future, when I feel so weak and old, all I’ve got to do is to retrieve those memories and all the pains and sorrows will slowly and totally disappear. Then the coveted smile would gladly return to my face.

By the way, I know that what happened was very risky. So I will try my best that it will never happen again. I have waited for years to have memories like these, and I will never ever do childish mistakes that would make destiny take those moments from me. I can wait. I can wait..................