New Way

It seems like the time has arrived to have a real new chapter in life...

In a month or so I will be 25 and not getting any younger .. Still young but a little too late... There are advantages when your birtday falls in the last month, it tells you that another year has pass and a new one will soon come.

There are a lot of things that I want to do in the coming year. The past year was a melodramatic charade of bullshits. It has always been. It's been wrong when you tend to give more that what should have been given. But lessons learned and a new straight road has arise.

A year ago, I was still new to the company, a newbie who doesn't know sh!t. But after a year, and working on CMSs I had become somebody who I want to become. There were a lot of opportunities missed and given up. A lot of time and money wasted on uneventful and not fruitful endeavors.

So this coming year, I want to become somebody that matters, and not just somebody who you will go to because you need me. Time flies and hopefully 2011 will become a prosperous year for me and my family. There are a lot of possibilities that will happen, I still could die any given day but still Im want to live it to its fullest.

My dream was to create a niche in my industry, to become a top programmer, a top designer (I wish) ,to become a backbone of certain CMSs. The years is thinning, as so my hairline but time is of the essence. If I need to give a push the time would be now.. Many people will be please , many people will despise me. Many will be mad, many would admire, but a the end of the day, it is what you have done that defines you...

Imagine what can I do if I do what I can

Imagine what can I do if I do what I can...

This single quote is currently giving me false hopes or is it?

The Omega

Finally... Seems like the two years spent with you was long and short at the same time... Seems like we are really not meant for each other.. Glad that I met and spent my time .. Now Im back where I came from, alone but a stronger man... It is really a pleasure.. :)... And its been great... Maybe we end nothing much of a happy ending but the lessons and memories will be forever treasure... Although the world may never know, it will always be fun.. I will miss having you in my life and by my side.. I will miss the late night works, the rush, the cramming....

But as time goes by, we may see the world in someone's else arms.. I wish you the best.. And Im sad that I can't be a part of of the realization of your dreams, but I'm glad I was with you in the journey...